The agony of being human has always been quite real. My dreams exceed my life span. I will never fully complete the visions that I have because my life is not that long. I am not immortal.

Edit the human mind. replace all the letters with vegetables. The letter A can be a carrot symbol and the letter B an apple symbol and so on. Then vegetate. Reflect on the destruction that you have caused. Regress into infancy and throw fits on street corners. Pump your pelvis at the air until the cops come to arrest you. Resist arrest. Be firm about it. There is nothing wrong with being naked and pumping your pelvis on street corners in broad daylight. Pelvic thrusting is an American pastime. You are a patriot, not a criminal. Shake your fists at them. Dry hump the backseat of the car. Plead sanity with the judge and when you get acquitted--dry hump lawn furniture and then spray Lysol into the spectator crowd that has gathered around you. Call it art and yourself an artist. Drink coffee at Starbucks and then shoot yourself in the head because you are in hell.