All the pretty things you tried to destroy were all stronger than you. All the. Fragmented chunks of drama. Binge drinking. Alert. Sirens. Jumped the fence--found myself alone. When he died, no one looked back. No one bothered. He was insignificant. More so in death. He becomes. He filed through unyielding. Leave no man standing. Leave no man. Breathe. Two breaths and dive. Plummet. Let go. Release. Catch. Nothing open. Infinity. Abstract pain. So abstract it's not pain. Pain. Yeah I'm still angry. Why are you surprised? You're the one that made me this way. You were there. You know all truths. All methods. All the things you shouldn't have said to wreak me on humanity. But here I am. Savage brown man not happy til' he shares what he has to offer with the world. Visions of Shylock. Bleeds til' the emotion runs sour and all that's left is a memory. Kinesthetic nightmares. Uncontrolled violence of the mind. I'm sorry. About the way I maneuvered to get us to this point, but I'm not sorry that we are here. That you'll die staring me in the face. A million times. Romance is gone. Romance is crippled. Sultry violence. Sultry silence. Succulent meandering. Senses failed. Shut down. Defunct. The march carries on. We've got nowhere to run. The hills. Fleeting. Flat. Perceived. Artemis articulated. I miss you love. love. . . . .