Save me from this prison I built in the sewers of my mind. Save me from this the sewer I built in the gutters of this world. Save me from all of the people that are trying to immerse me in their depraved version of a baptism. Save me from the expression that is not expression but a constant regurgitation of human life. Save me from the collapse of language, but don't use words--use anger, use action, use inaction, use despair and then decorate our tombs with symbols. Decorate them with symbols that have no point of reference, symbols made from nothing the way that language is.

So sorry the letter didn't get to you before your pride disintegrated.

I'm sorry I set you on fire along with your neighbor and all the dead poets you never thanked when you were alive. Perhaps you are thanking them now in heaven's recovery room as they come to visit with you and leave flowers, guns and assonance. Perhaps the sword is not as useless as they led you to believe. Perhaps they had a change of mind once dead and devoid of dialogue or did the dialogue ensue? Did it continue to eat at them like a cancer? Is it devouring you? Are you devoured? Are you exhausted?

Another fit of sadness.

"You didn't even know him"

You don't even know me.

This is the human tragedy.

Mind games with Lucifer. Undermining the linguistic power structure. Ayers was right.

Disfiguring sounds with speeches. Infer irresponsibly. Be irresponsible at will because there are no positives only negatives. The negatives are the root--the positves will only confuse you. Discard what you have learned and don't speak. Speaking will only lead to death. You will waste expression. Save the imagery and focus on violence. Only violence can save you now.

Fighting the war in my mind. Losing battles. Losing the will.

I wish I could strangle you with my love.

I feel disassociated. Take more to make you feel hollow. I want to kiss your hives.

He needs to feel high, otherwise it is not real. To love you, I need more drugs. Please send vast quantities. Send them in bags labelled: "Not Drugs".

Away from the agony. I need to create in order not to go insane. The repition is killing me. The predictability is killing me. When I can see the future I foresee a problem.

She is a cancer on humanity. Destroy her any chance that you get.

Send letters to the dead.

They are all dead. Walking dead.