Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Hang on to your favorite memory and maybe one day you can tell me what it is that I did wrong.

You wrote your way into my heart and left me with the pen. Now I'm writing you out in hopes that you will dissapear, but that was a nasty trick you played on my head.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Feel how you feel. Did not want to die a simile.

Breaking in all the wrong places, submerged, twisted turning. Revile and starve. I'm tired of not being seen, I'm tired of seeing.

All the wrong things.

Disciplined attraction. Bending nothing.

Tommorow. Is just another day.

Stop.
Feeling.


Thursday, February 02, 2006

Keep the faith in your mind and the gun in your hand.

Hollow tipped. Gasoline.

I loved you, why'd you have to be a dream? Leave me near the water.

I'm a fish, is that why you keep trying to gut me?

Morphine. I keep saying it, but nobody listens.

Reach for nothing and nothing will ever come. You reached for me but it was too late and now you wonder why I'm broken. What goes down must plummet. Pliant memories, you're a black and white hallucination complete with silver residue. Poisoned.

Remember when you shattered me into a million little pieces and I pretended to come back together again? It was nice of you to play along, but I need you to bury me now because I still remember everything.